hmm its been almost a month since i last posted...so much has happened and so much has afffected me in the short time frame i went thru...thankfulli i have completed my course in the air force and wld be startin the vocation soon and even more thankful am i in the fact tat its shift work and i work two days and have two days off...tat way i get more free time to do things i want and upgrade myself...
in other things things tat i thanked life for seems to be disintegratin and it hurts to see things i once held close to me heart now linger in the distance...my darlin frenz once united despite bein apart now is spread and loyalties divided...i dnt wanna choose i need all of u guys.. sometimes we take things for granted and this is one time wher we simply let sleepin dogs lie and it has now woken up to cause humongous problems... hopefulli this is a temporary situation n things get back to normal, pronto...
Love seems to be eludin me for sucha long time that now i seem to have gotten used to bein outta love...i miss the joy and thrill of holdin sum1 special and feelin the love and care of sum1 botherin about me.. its a lost joy that i wanna embrace yet fear the onslaught of problems tat accompany it...i m not sure if i have buried past wrenches and whethr skeletons in my closets will surface once again and honestli the one i have been thinkin of so long i miss u like crazy and i dnt think u knw this but i cant see us bein together coz of situation sighs the worst way to miss sum1 is to see them and know u cant have them...
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